And I can't find any other game out there that lets me play the way I want to play.
It has been a month. I gave a bunch of stuff a try. Perpetuum is the next best alternative but it isn't ready for what I like to do. I'll be keeping subbed there and waiting, skilling up and figuring it out. But for now. I'm also going back to EvE.
It kind of galls me inside a bit. But I haven't found an alternative to our lovely sandbox. That, and I read this. And I realized I was doing the same thing. And that I feel the same way.
Game's back on folks. Ready to roll.